2003-12-10 - 6:15 p.m.
"We're different people"
Translation: You act different than how you look. I thought you were going to be like me, but youre not. I don't like who you are, I'd like something else on the F-town menu.
"I've never met someone with your past before."
Translation: You runaround ho bag. You're so fucked up. You have too much baggage. I've lived a perfectly sheltered life and I don't understand emotional pain that loved ones have the power to bring. I don't know what its like to have my parents not support me, thats something you see on tv. You need to stay away from me because it's probably contagious.
"I want to continue being friends because I care about you. You're unlike anyone I've ever met."
Translation: Maybe we can party together and forget about this conversation and hook up sometime again. You're hot, but too crazy for me. (See above.)
"I'm sorry."
Translation: Get out of my apartment so I can call the girl I've been wanting to date since before we met. She's finally single, and now that I might have a chance, youre not of any use to me anymore.
"I care about you, I truly do. I don't want you to think I'm one of the bad guys."
Translation: Don't put me on your shit list please. You have a lot of hot friends and know a lot of hot girls. Please don't tell them that I suck.
"It's my fault, I'm the one who doesn't know what I want."
Translation: I'm scared to jump into something I've never been a part of even though I know its what I want. Im a pansy but want to be a rockstar, but I'm too lame to fake confidence. Please feel bad for my insecurities and say nice things to me because I feel bad breaking up with you.
The male gender still sucks. A lot. I don't know if I'll ever get this right. I'm only 20 though...I've still got time. It'd be nice to be with someone who understands me a little, at least to the point where my past doesn't scare them so they hold it over my head. And its not even a sexual past, its family shit that I had no control over. So I'm fucked up, couldn't you at least TRY to deal with it??
