2003-07-13 - 10:49 p.m.
Hi. It's the middle of July, and do you know what that means? My father and I aren't getting along anymore! Woooohooo....right.
Everything I do = wrong. Everything I say is only to contradict him. I do it on purpose too; even if I have the same opinion as him, I will say something different just to disagree. Because I really like to argue. At least thats the way he sees it.
It's really not that bad though. I guess Im just upset because it's really set in today, and I'm just not used to it yet. By August I'll be ready to go back to school and he'll be ready to see me go. That's the way it works.
Work has been fine, I've been able to pick up a few extra hours here and there which is nice. The people are great, even if they can be petty once and a while. But I'm a big believer on doing whatever you need to in order to get through a day of HG, so it's all good I guess.
I'm headed north Saturday, I think. I need to do the logs again, and I think they run out pretty soon. I'll get a call if they run out next week, but I'm pretty sure they're good until the 21st or so. Cross your fingers for me. I'm debating whether or not to tell M I'm going up there. It'd be good to see him, but I don't know if I want to be up there any longer then I have to. I guess I should though, or else he'll whine about it all of next semester if I don't. Damn boys. haha.
I have been so tired lately, I have no idea whats going on. I think I may not be able to handle the summer-insomnia like I used to...I haven't been myself much either - so sorry to those of you real world people who see me and I act funny. Funny as in different-then-normal, I know I act funny most of the time. Oh, you know what I mean. Anyway, yeah, im tired and im not myself. good enough excuse huh?
right.
So in the interest of excuses and not wanting to write anymore, I think i may head off to bed. or at least plan on going to bed. whatever. sorry for the dumb entry, im blaming it on the full moon.
g'night.
